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I’ve always chosen to be alone, I’ve asked for it. Requested.
I just want peace. I’m so tired. I don’t have fight left in me anymore, I don’t have energy for conflict.
I used to be the queen of conflict.
It’s not that I sought it out I just wasn’t afraid of it, it wouldn’t make me back down.
Now I actively look away and walk in the other direction. I don’t have any fight left to give, I used all mine up early.
I’m not a doormat, simply a ghost.
I will not resolve, I will absolve myself from the situation.
Don’t worry you will be absolved too.
I’m so tired. Won’t you lay here with me? Let’s just take a second from all the fighting and recharge. I’ll let you join my alone if you promise to bring peace.
I’m just so tired.
I’m sorry.
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The prettier I feel on the outside the uglier I feel on the inside. The uglier I feel on the outside the prettier my insides feel. I can’t get my ratios right .
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Everyone reaches a point where they think they outgrow their heroes: really it’s them finally realizing they’re human. If you take this moment correctly: it teaches you how to humanize yourself.
Volume III 
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