I wish my brain didn’t want to kill me
do you ever feel that way?
Like it’s rooting more for your demise than your survival
Like it’s wired backward
Like it lies
hard to trust yourself when you are the one lying to you
Selling myself for parts
How can I serve you today
Can I dull my shine to help brighten yours
Can I condone behaviors you forbid me from,
but built your life upon
Can I dampen my ambition so I don’t intimidate you
Can I blend in so I don’t frustrate you
Can I bleed myself free
Can I just be me
I’m constantly trying to fix everyone at the cost of breaking me
I’m team reinvent yourself a thousand times if you need to
I can be the bad guy if you need me to be
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