Volume III

the human condition & all the side effects it entails

From the Notes App Archive: Mental“Health”

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I wish my brain didn’t want to kill me do you ever feel that way?Like it’s rooting more for your demise than your survival Like it’s wired backward Like it lieshard to trust yourself when you are the one lying to you   Selling myself for parts How can I serve you today Can I dull my shine to help brighten…

I wish my brain didn’t want to kill me 
do you ever feel that way?
Like it’s rooting more for your demise than your survival 
Like it’s wired backward 
Like it lies
hard to trust yourself when you are the one lying to you  

Selling myself for parts 
How can I serve you today 
Can I dull my shine to help brighten yours 
Can I condone behaviors you forbid me from,
but built your life upon
Can I dampen my ambition so I don’t intimidate you 
Can I blend in so I don’t frustrate you 
Can I bleed myself free
Can I just be me 

I’m constantly trying to fix everyone at the cost of breaking me

I’m team reinvent yourself a thousand times if you need to 
I can be the bad guy if you need me to be

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