part deux
Hello again. It’s good to be back. What a year and a half it’s been, y’all have quite some catching up…
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When I saw I could own bluebonnets I got so excited They’re so beautiful I thought What a fun thing to…
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Heartbreak Part I 3.Idk if I actually miss you or I’m just bored Someone told me once all I was doing was…
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untitled I’ve always chosen to be alone, I’ve asked for it. Requested. I just want peace. I’m so tired. I don’t have fight…
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Growing up Father’s Day was not a holiday we celebrated in my household. I don’t say that in a woe is…
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I don’t know how to let people love me Well, I am still learning how to let people love me But…
Keep reading“I’m not going to say I survived, I’m going to say I thrived.”- Melissa McCarthy, Bridesmaids
I spent a lot of the last couple of years self-reflecting, working on myself, and healing. And I, unfortunately, have some…
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The first time I was called brave I was taken aback and then extremely flattered. I’ve never viewed myself as brave. That…
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Barbie made me cry. *LE CHOC* SHE FEELS Now I’m writing this immediately after seeing it, but I’m going to sit…
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09/26/2022: 7:55 pm Sometimes people compliment how digestible I’ve made myself as if it’s a positive thing. [Redacted] Everyone loves who…
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GhostWhen I get attached to someone I cling so tightly with holes in my handsCan never get a true grasp do…
Keep readingFrom the Notes App Archive: Heartbreak Continued
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Keep readingFrom the Notes App Archive: The Lover Era
Act I what the world needs nowI’m a retired haterI’ve spent so much of my life trying to be unaffected and…
Keep readingFrom the Notes App Archive: Mental“Health”
I wish my brain didn’t want to kill me do you ever feel that way?Like it’s rooting more for your demise than…
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